I am so shit at subbing. Once in a while I'll sit down and really devote time to the process, but mostly I just whine about being rejected, and totally ignore the "get it back out there" advice of writing pals. It's like I'll give it one shot, and if someone doesn't fall on it and say yes, I don't quite love it enough any more. I do have one story that I have sent out 8 times. That's a major amount of attempts for me. But I have a rather rare to me self confidence about it. I think it is good, dammit. It's come close a couple of times. I have had an editor ask me to change it a bit, and I refused, because I am CONVINCED that it is good as is. I had another Ed say that they nearly published it but at the very last minute they didn't. No reason. Weird. Anyway, I sent it back out today, this time to a female editor, because it suddenly struck me that maybe that would help.
All the place I sent to today are zines that I read and consider chock full of good quality writing. And, I didn't even sim sub. Ah, the heady feeling of hope mixes with the blah inevitability of rejection. I'll get used to it eventually. Perhaps.
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